Till it's time

Title: Carol Banawa - Till It's Time lyrics

Artist: Carol Banawa

i just, cant tell
this feeling here inside me
i feel, so strange
whenever you are near me

everytime i see you pass i smile
but then you never seem to realize
its for your eyes
if you would say hello
it would be nice

chorus:
your in my mind
almost all the time
every single minute all i do is think of you
and deep inside
in this heart of mine
i have to go on wishing till its time

one day, you came
and you are oh so near me
i smiled, and then
you turn and did not see me
how am i supposed to get to meet you
what should i do
your in my dreams, i feel it seems
that you dont feel it queit the way i do

repeat chorus

yeahhh heyyyy ohhh

yes deep inside
in this heart of mine
i have to go on wishing till its time

repeat chorus

yeaaaaahhh
till its time.......


I saw him again. It was during the otaku fest.

I had just recently arrived then at the UP grounds. I was with victor, following him around and then I saw a familiar figure. Rocky... that made my heart skip a beat. He was wearing a white jersey shirt with some green highlights and a purontong and with some cool shades. He dominated the area without lifting a finger. Luckily he didn't see me.

After a while, I totally forgot about him because I was preoccupied with modeling for the photographers.

Later in the afternoon, when the show resumed, me and aya decided to get nearer the stage. I was commenting to aya about the band playing at that time when HE suddenly stood in front of me and by-passed through my left. That got me out of my wits. I wasn't expecting him to be just sitting in front me. Or rather, I wasn't expecting to be standing right behind him. Coincidence? maybe... I followed him with my eyes as he was making his way out of the crowd.

Much later, we were still watching the bands play some anime songs but now at a different place, we were behind the barb wires. I was giving the band my full attention when someone caught my eye. HE was there again. He was towering over the crowd and his arms were crossed like how mine were. Aya was saying something to me which made me smile widely. Unfortunately, I was facing at his direction and coincidentally, he looked at our direction and our eyes met. I looked away but I still felt his gaze at me. Luckily, homer called us so that we could start again our photoshoot. I was so thankful that something will get my mind off him for the meantime.

He saw me, I guess, many times - consciously or not. but he did not make any move to acknowledge my presence even as acquaintances. Not even a smile, a nod or even a simple hello or even through TEXT (yes, i do have his number!). I'm not expecting that he'd treat me like a goddess but at least civilly. That made me sad. And to think, I admired him for his personality. I really thought that he was different from those half - breed boys who possess both looks and money. Guess I was wrong.